Vanessa Embling » A blog about my life & photography

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    I love photographing people and events. I love telling stories with pictures. I love watching people and capturing emotions and feelings in an image. I love to have fun. And Laugh. And be silly.

    I am an endless wanderer and my middle name means 'bringer of light' so I try to do that wherever I go! I lived overseas for three years doing humanitarian photojournalism, which was a dream come true. I am now back in the U.S. establishing roots and figuring life out.

5k Race for Operation Smile

Sunday morning we ran a 5k race to raise money for ACS Operation Smile in hopes that they can start a chapter here in La Paz, Bolivia.  Currently there is only one in Santa Cruz, so patients have to travel the 18 hour bus ride to seek medical treatment.  Martina Muñoz, a high school student here, helped to organize the race and it was her desire to start a chapter in La Paz.  This girl is incredible and has a deep desire to change the world… and is already hard at work doing it!  The race was a ‘color run’ – bags of colored powder were thrown at us during the race, which made it super fun and crazy!

Thanks everyone who worked so hard to make this possible and also to all the runners and walkers that came out to support such a great cause!  Below are a few of my favorite photos from the day – but you can click this link to view ALL the photos – feel free to share on facebook!

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With two of my friends that ran the race as well – Jordan Hall and Gwen Ellis

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Just about to start! Let’s DO THIS!

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Color Madness!

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Several blind people ran the race, with the help of a guide. So incredible!

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Several blind people ran the race, with the help of a guide. So incredible!

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This is Martina, the high school student, that organized the race. Such an inspiration to see someone so young changing the world and making a difference!!

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I was alone, and you visited me…

This past Saturday we went and visited an elderly home in La Paz to serve them, to encourage them and to spend time with them.  Many of the people in the elderly homes here have been abandoned and they are neglected.  The HOPE volunteers brought food and drinks to fill their stomachs and we sang songs together and sat with them and held their hands and talked with them, which hopefully filled their hearts. It was so neat to see their sad faces fill with joy and watch them come to life.

I brought my camera and my little printer with me so that I could take photos of them and then print them right away and give them a keepsake.  They absolutely loved it, it was so fun to see their eyes light up!

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Franz led the group in singing songs with his guitar.

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Several of the volunteers helped the elderly peel potatoes

Below are some portraits I took.  I think these women are so beautiful.  I’m reminded of the lyrics to a song called “The Story” by Brandi Carlile

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I’ve been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don’t mean anything
When you’ve got no one to tell them to
It’s true…

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Mariela (one of the volunteers) embracing one of the elderly women

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Noelle (one of the volunteers) bringing joy and smiles to everyone around her

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Group photo!

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Me, with one of the elderly gentlemen – PEACE!

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Eugenia (one of the volunteers) bringing smiles and laughs

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Ludi and Jordan (HOPE worldwide one year volunteers) with one of the elderly women

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Franz (one of the volunteers) encouraging the elderly with his guitar

VEmbling_141101_8214VEmbling_141101_8199And below is a video I put together with some of the photos…

Chicken Soup for the Soul…

I’ve been sick this week and longing for some really good chicken noodle soup.  When I asked around, ‘Where can I buy some good chicken noodle soup in La Paz?’, everyone told me I should just make it.  Well, I don’t know about you, but when I’m sick, the last thing I feel like doing is cooking.  BUT… I really wanted chicken noodle soup.  So, I rallied and went to the grocery store and picked up all of the ingredients… came home and cooked… and enjoyed maybe the most amazing chicken noodle soup EVER along with a tall glass of Canada Dry Ginger Ale.  (It might’ve been so good because I hadn’t eaten in a day and a half, but nevermind.)

It was simple and easy and so good.  There really isn’t anything like home-made chicken noodle soup.

I combined a few recipes (one was from Tyler Florence) and kind of winged it… but just thought I’d share!  Also, if you know someone’s at home, sick, in bed… bring them some home-made soup.   Personally, I probably wouldn’t ask that of someone because I wouldn’t want to be a burden… but man, I would’ve LOVED it if someone just dropped by and brought me some.

Home-made Chicken Noodle Soup

2 Quarts of Chicken Stock
(I used water because I didn’t have any chicken stock, just need to add more seasoning then)
1 Medium Onion, chopped
3 Garlic Cloves, minced
2 Medium Carrots, chopped
2 Celery Ribs, chopped (I didn’t have any so I skipped it)
1 tbsp of Thyme (dried) or you can use fresh Thyme, but add more
2 Bay leaves
2 Chicken breasts with bone
Kosher salt and black pepper
1 handful of fresh flat leaf parsley
Noodles of your choice
3/4 cup of Quinoa (red or black)

Bring stock (or water) to a boil.  Add raw chicken, chopped vegetables, and herbs.  Simmer for a while (15 minutes?).  Meanwhile, in a separate pot, bring water to a boil and cook the noodles.  Taste the chicken soup mix, add more herbs / salt & pepper AND more water or stock if needed.  Add quinoa to chicken soup mix and simmer, covered for 15-20 minutes more.  ENJOY!!  Serve together with the noodles, add more salt & pepper to taste – and if you desire, a glass of ginger ale.  For storage: I keep the noodles separate.  If you combine them with the soup they will soak up all of the liquid.

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Chicken noodle soup

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I cut up the chicken and added salt and pepper to taste.

 

And because I love ‘Chicken Soup for the Soul’ books… here’s a great story from one of their books:

Made a Difference to That One

“Act as if what you do makes a difference. Because it does.”

~William James

Twenty years ago — in the very first Chicken Soup for the Soul book ever published — I read a story by Jack Canfield and Mark Victor Hansen that changed me forever. The story was entitled “One At A Time.” Its message? Just because you can’t save the whole world doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try to make a little piece of it better.

Through the years, I was reminded of that message every time I helped a kid learn to dribble a basketball. Every time I delivered homemade oatmeal raisin cookies to a nursing home. Every time I picked up litter or took in a homeless kitten or let somebody who seemed more hurried and harried than I go ahead of me in the grocery checkout line.

But the message hit the hardest the summer Caroline came into my life.

She was standing in ninety-degree heat in the parking lot of the tiny branch library I’d just been hired to manage. “Hey,” she said, as I fumbled to unlock the door. “Are you the new library lady?”

“I am,” I told her. “Who are you?”

“Caroline,” she said. “And I just turned ten.”

Hmmmmm, I thought. Caroline was certainly the smallest ten-year-old I’d ever seen. But it was clear that she could read, for she had obviously noted the sign on the door that said: CHILDREN LESS THAN TEN YEARS MUST BE ACCOMPANIED BY A PARENT.

“Come on in here where it’s cool, Caroline,” I said. “Let’s see if we can find you some good books.”

We did. And because not one other patron entered the library for the first two hours it was open, we had plenty of time to enjoy those books. I read to Caroline for a while and then she read to me. I helped her find kid-friendly games to play on the computer. I showed her where the restroom and the water fountain were. But as morning became afternoon, my stomach began to growl. I’d brought a sack lunch — when you’re running a one-person operation, there’s no going out for a meal — but I hated to eat in front of Caroline.

“Don’t you think you ought to head home and get some lunch?” I finally asked.

Her eyes narrowed and she shook her head. “Nobody’s home at my house.”

“Did your parents leave you something to eat?”

“My mom locks the door every morning when she goes to work. She won’t be home till dark.”

I turned away so that Caroline wouldn’t see the tears welling up in my eyes. And, of course, I shared my bologna sandwich and tangerine and Little Debbie oatmeal creme pie with her. She stayed at the library all day. And as I watched her curled up in the yellow bean bag chair in the cool quiet, reading about Clifford the Big Red Dog and Horton the Elephant and Amelia Bedelia, I couldn’t help but wonder how many other children there were in this little town and in this big world, locked out and lonely and left to fend for themselves.

There were millions, no doubt. Just thinking about them made me want to weep. To gnash my teeth. To wring my hands in despair. How could I possibly make a dent in such a problem? Then I remembered the story of the man walking along the beach, picking up starfish and throwing them — one at a time — back into the ocean so they wouldn’t die.

Every day, that whole summer long, Caroline was waiting for me when I pulled into the library parking lot and climbed out of my car holding two sack lunches. She’d help me unlock the door and turn on the lights and fire up the computers. And then she’d plop down in the yellow beanbag chair and grin at me.

“Let’s start with Horton Hatches the Egg,” she’d say.

It’s true. One library lady in one little town couldn’t make a difference to every child on the mean streets of this planet. But I could make a difference to one.

~Jennie Ivey

Ummmm… are you crying? Because I am!!  What a great reminder right?

Keeping it Real

I haven’t written a blog post in a long time.  It’s not because I haven’t been doing anything.  It’s not because there hasn’t been anything worth writing about… I think it’s more because I have been putting pressure on myself to write things that are well-thought-out and well-written. And, not that there’s anything wrong with that.  But, I think at this point, I’d rather just focus on sharing my life with anyone who wants to know what’s going on… and KEEPING IT REAL.  So, it’s about to get real.  I think I’m going to try to do a weekly installation of K.I.R… yes, that means every week.

So here goes.

When people get ‘sick’ in Bolivia, it usually means that they have gotten some sort of stomach bug from something that they ate, and the result of that is really bad diarrhea and sometimes vomiting.  It’s awful.  And it unfortunately is an all too often occurrence with us Gringos here in Bolivia.  I was sick all day today – at home – running back and forth from my bed to the bathroom.  Thankfully, there is a wonder-drug called ciprofluxen that helps make everything better.  But it’s days like today when I’m sick and feeling crummy that I wish my mom was here to take care of me.  All that being said, laughter is always good medicine… so we (the Gringos) have nominated this our theme song:

In other news… I deactivated my facebook because I feel like it can be such a distraction.  And, it’s Fall back home in New England.  That means pumpkin picking, apple picking, football… and oh… all of my favorite things – so it can tug at my heart when I see everyone posting about all of those things.  I can feel jealous or I can feel sorry for myself that I’m not THERE experiencing those things.  But, I want to be HERE… I want to be present and fully engaged in where God has me.  So, for now, I decided it’s better to just take a hiatus from Facebook.  And to be honest, whenever I’ve detached from facebook (for a day…a week or a month…) it’s always made my life better.  And I think it’s probably the opposite for when I’m on facebook… *But, for all of you back in New England – please enjoy all of those things to the FULLEST and feel free to send me a box of everything PUMPKIN! I’d be happy to send you my mailing address here in Bolivia!

Saw this video… thought it was really powerful

On a slightly deeper topic but connected to the last, I have been feeling pretty lonely.  I miss my friends back home.  I miss a lot of things from back home.  But I also realized that amongst those emotions, I question my purpose for being here.  I question God’s plan.  And often I can feel like a failure or like I’ve let Him down. One of the things I am so grateful I had when I was in Boston was a sense of family.  There were several families at church who kind of adopted me and pulled me in.  Once or twice a week I would spend time with these families, we would have dinner and talk and laugh.  We would enjoy football games or cookouts.  I have yet to find that here.  Which is ironic because ‘family’ is so important here.  Everyone is with their families on Saturdays and Sundays.   They just don’t seem to be so welcoming to ‘outsiders’.  I will keep these things in my prayers and I trust that God knows the desires of my heart.

I’ve been having some great prayer times, which I’m incredibly grateful for.  I think it’s easy for me to not pray….to not go to God.  I would rather talk to a person, or watch a movie or stay distracted.  But this week I’ve been forcing myself to get on my knees and talk to God and to Pray Until Something Happens (PUSH through).  I’ve been surprised at the things I end up talking to God about, the things that have been weighing heavy on my heart that I didn’t realize.  It’s been so good to share deeper parts of my heart with Him… and then also to remember who He is according to the scriptures – and choosing to believe truth over the lies.

Tonight, I was reminded of two of my favorite songs – the lyrics touch my heart.

“Faithful to Me” by Jennifer Knapp

All the chisels I’ve dulled carving idols of stone
that have crumbled like sand ‘neath the waves
I’ve recklessly built all my dreams in the sand,
just to watch them all wash away

Through another day, another trial
Another chance to reconcile
To One who sees past all I’ve seen,
and reaching out my weary hand,
I pray that you’d understand,
You’re the only one who’s faithful to me.

All the pennies I’ve wasted in my wishing well
I have thrown like stones to the sea.
I have cast my lots, dropped my guard, searched aimlessly,
for a faith to be faithful to me.

Through another day, another trial,
Another chance to reconcile
To One who sees past all I’ve seen,
and reaching out my weary hand,
I pray that you’d understand,
You’re the only one who’s faithful to me.

“If You Want Me To” by Ginny Owens

The pathway is broken and the signs are unclear
And I don’t know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I’m gonna walk through the valley if You want me to

‘Cause I’m not who I was when I took my first step
And I’m clinging to the promise You’re not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire if You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When You lead me through a world that’s not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I’d never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me and I’m all by myself
And I can’t hear You answer my cries for help
I’ll remember the suffering Your love put You through
And I will go through the darkness if You want me to

When I cross over Jordan, I’m gonna sing, gonna shout
I’m gonna look into Your eyes and see, You never let me down
So take me on the pathway that will lead me home to You
And I will walk through the valley if You want me to

Below is the video….

p.s. She’s blind… and incredibly talented!!

 

Stay tuned for next week’s installment of KIR!!

October 22, 2014 - 3:28 am

SC - Thank you for the KIR Vanessa. Your faith in God is truly inspiring even with the daily struggles in life. It reminds me of heaven with is so much more.

-Luke 18:6-8 & Psalm 91